Sunday, November 24, 2019

Five Birds 2005

I have always believed that when a person first dies, there is a small window where they can still communicate with the living world.  When my father died, it was through a Southwest Airlines Boarding Pass that made me aware of his presence.  It was totally my father: funny, clever, and complicated. And when my mother died earlier this week I had a similar experience. My mother loved birds, and her backyard outside of Santa Fe was constantly full of them coming and going, eating, bathing, chatting, and quarreling.* Even so, when I took our dogs for a walk that next day, I wasn't thinking about Mom's birds, just about all those complicated emotions that happen when someone you love dies.  But as we walked, I noticed a small bird running on the ground in front of us, scuttling through the leaves. Something was wrong with it's wing, so it jutted out to the side as she moved away from us.  I worried for her safety, but knew I couldn't do anything about it.  On the way back, about an hour later, the same little bird, at the same place, began running in front of us again, and I knew it was Mom.  I didn't know for sure what she was trying to tell me, just that it was her.  Was she using the injured little bird to make some kind of a comment or was it just her way of getting my attention, letting me know she was still here?    I felt a deep sadness, both for the little bird, and for the fact that my mother was gone. Perhaps that's what the little bird was for--to help me more clearly see and feel the loss of my mother.

*https://hollyrobertsonepaintingatatime.blogspot.com/2012/09/three-birds-resting-2012.html

7 comments:

  1. I am sorry for your loss Holly. I too believe in the=at window.

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  2. Oh my. Sorry holly. I lost my mom in june and my dad in October.
    I strongly believe in the signs and symbols of continuing connections

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  3. We are so sorry, Holly. I too believe in these moments of symbolic communication. Treasure the little bird who wasn't quite ready to leave you. Our thoughts are with you, Holly, and there is a whole community at your side.

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